I have problems. Issues? Mental roadblocks? Stressed, let’s eat! Screw the keep yourself in maintenance mode. I want to eat then make myself feel sick and horrible. I need to stop reading food blogs. Stop arguing with my mother who has dementia that she smells because that’s not how you’re supposed to do this. Everyone praises me, says I’m doing a great job. Then I do shit like this.
I could rant more. I’m going to stop, lay in bed, wake up in a couple of hours, browse online, go back to bed, hope I don’t overeat (oh that is a lost cause), get up ready to go for work, work, gym, home, rinse lather and repeat.